so yup tonight is the last night at FPC!!! yay!!! im so excited to be leaving here for three and a half months!! that is some exciting news!! i guess... so tonight im just hanging out finishing some last minute work, packing, laughin with some amazing people and i dunno.. so tonite Kelly, Courtney, Mallory and I went to Kimballs and got ice cream and watched the season finale of 7th Heaven!!! ya im lame and it was so SAD see the last show and now its off the air. this show had been on for 10 friggen yrs...

so im excited for summer to start and move on and clear my head of all the things going on here. things here that i dont want to deal with because its been too long and over due to even try working on things and to see if things will work out or not. in my honest opinion i dont think things will work out.. i think that whatever has happened has happened and we all just need to move on.. i have forgotten it and moved on.. im done and im ready to learn from my mistakes and forive myself for what i did wrong. In my life i have made mistakes and moved on. i forgive and not forget but i move on from whatever problems i am facing.
i try to make myself a better person and yet i keep failing at life and i a miserable person to say the least when i act like this. i am sorry for whatever has happened between us. i guess its part of life, we meet, we fight, move on, and become acquaintances. ALL I CAN SAY IS SORRY. ive made my mistake, i learned and now im moving on and im just growing up...

Summer is the right time and it couldn't have happened any sooner!!!